let go

You've hurt me too many times, 2 out of those 1000000000000000 times.. I thought I was gona die. seriously

you played around

took things from me (things I want back)

made me believe stupid things hahahaha!

and it's so funny because you were so stupid that you didn't realize .. in the process of you 'doing your thing' or doing whatever you had to do to make you happy.. you didn't realize how many people you hurt. it wasn't just me.

and then, on top of all of that .. you have the nerve to tell people that you had me wrapped around your finger? it wasn't that I was willing to do anything for anyone, I just wanted to make you happy. Cus I thought that would be something that would make me happy.. all I wanted was to be happy

wrong choice, instead.. you misunderstood my actions. talked shit about me, made others believe that they could wrap me around their fingers like you could

and again, you didn't realize how much that hurt

but I guess I should thank you hay? thank you for getting to me early, while I was still weak.

cus if you were to come to me now with your shallow words and impure intentions, I'd just walk away. Because I'm stronger now, and wiser than I was before.

and I'd laugh..

laugh at you for believing you could come back to me and expect me to have forgotten about the pastlaugh for all those times you hurt me, because I've realized that I can make it on my own.

laugh at you for thinking I wouldnt see past your fake attitude

during that time at camp when they asked us to think about someone that has hurt us, you were all I thought about. and I didn't realize until then how much pain I kept inside because of you.

.... but I need to let go of this. through all the tears and pain you've put me through, I forgive you.