haha i don't even know what i have to be upset about. i'm not running away from anything, there isn't anything to run away from. this feeling right now, this is what i've been trying to avoid for the last few years. thats why i never iniciated anything with anyone, i didn't want to feel this way. but haha, even while taking (what seemed to be) the path opposite of it.. it somehow found its way back to me. but it's cool. i'm cool. everything's cool.
i guess all i'm really upset about is the fact that i thought you would think of me. you knew. but that's really selfish of me though isn't it?
