you were the closest that anyone has ever gotten to me. i've had really good friends before, but none like you. anything i had to say could be trusted with you. and your secrets could be trusted with me. you got me to do homework when i didn't want to. and got me to try to be more spontaneous. you got me to do positive things with my life that no one has ever gotten me to do. you did it without words. your strive to be the best person you could be in life motivated me to hitch on the highest star.

.. but what am i supposed to do now?