i realized i havent really updated in a while on my life n such. looking at my recent posts.. they seem a little sad n gloomy. oooooopz. but i'm good i'm really good!!!!!!
what's new with me?!?????

I'm super happy with how my life is right now. I've come to really appreciate the time i spend with my family. call it a summer epiphany or whatnot but i've realized that you can have as many friends as you want in your life time but family's what you really have in the end. i've never realized how supportive they were of me. a bunch of them even volunteered on not going to a party if i told them i didn't feel like going. sooooooooo sweeeeeeet. look at me being such a sap n shit.

i love my lola sosososoo much right now. she always high fives me n everything. but sometimes she calls me localoca which hurts my feelings. but i know deep down inside i'm her favourite hehehehh..

i'm kinda sad i signed up for school in jan instead of sept. cus what am i gona do now?!?! althoughhhhhhhhhh... my mom said i could take bartending classes (which i really wana do) but i dont know.. hahaha.

i really really wish i took provincials and studied harder during school. cus now, instead of going straight to the school n taking the course i want to... i gotta do an extra two years. wompwompwomp. unless i upgrade........ maybe.

ohhhhhh i forgot!! i finally painted my room!! its a dark grey and my accents are red, for now. i really wana do dark grey and teal. pretty combo. or dark grey, teal and purple... my debut! hahaha. buuuuuut what i really like are my bed sheets. red satin (cus i have no $$$ for silk) but uhhhhhhhhh (shudder) it feels so gooood!!! i spend extra hours in my bed :$

i really really love my nephew.. but he's sooooooo mean. well not to me cus he's scared of me. but to other kids. mindyou, he's only 1 and a half but he beats up and scares older kids just for fun. putting him in time out doesn't seem to have an effect on him anymore. in the future, me and sean plan to hook up his cute niece with my nephew, but thats after i teach him how to be a gentleman of course.

although i like being with my friends.. i think i really like being alone better. contrary to the way i might act, i really think i'm an introvert. i enjoy being alone with my thoughts.

since school is starting soon (for most people) im gona miss my friends. sososo kawawa. grad year was the most fun i had with my friends. i wana do it all over again!!!! :(

i'm going to oregon for the weekend for more family time :)

'bye bye bye' - nsync