What I love about halloween is the dressing up part. The slut comes out in lots of girls but above the slutty there is the creative costumes which make you jealous that you didn't think of it first! I hate/love those at the same time.
I've been wearing a mask from before the halloween spirit kicked in. The "i'm-strong-and-i-don't-need-nobody" mask. It's a pretty tiring mask to wear, I must say. All the pretending has got me exhausted. Maybe, ironically, starting today.. (halloween) I'll have enough courage to take my mask off and just chill. No more fronts, if I'm not feeling strong then I wont pretend to be. Hopefully I'll be loved just the same.