it is what it is.

and i guess i should allow myself to let go of the past. what was before isn't anymore and what is tomorrow isn't going to be 3 years from now. i need to stop holding on to something that has slipped away a long time ago.

it's hard to accept that someone you thought you knew is completely different from the way they were but i have no choice. i have to keep in mind that things change, people change, hell.. even i've changed. it'd be crazy of me to expect everything to stay the way i want it to. i guess all i can do is miss how you were and accept how you are.

i miss my 7th grade best friend.