i don't feel like i'm writing what i really feel anymore. i want to be heard but i want it all to be kept private. yeah, i confuse myself.
i might go back to xanga
or i might stay on this
i sure as hell am not gona express myself on tumblr tho. too many people i know are following me now. i don't want my thoughts to be brought up mid-conversation starting with "i saw your post on tumblr.." fuck that.
i just want a place all to myself. keeping a diary would be risky. imagine if my mom found that.. haha.
k i guess i'll stay on this for now.