12:41am and i feel kind of weird that i'm not studying. giving myself a break makes me feel a little uncomfortable. i think my mind needs this though.
catching up with reality and realizing there's nothing to catch up with puts things in perspective for me. while my life was moving in fast forward, everything that was on play now seems like it was stuck on pause. my friends are still the same. my family is still the same. life is still the same. nothing's changed. everything is still everything.
living in slow motion is no longer good enough for me.