up & down

i'd just like to have the peace of mind that when i come to you with something you're not looking down at me, judging me for what i do or say but just listening and trying to understand. just as i try my hardest to do for you. as of now, i don't feel like i have that.

it's kind of funny you know? how tough it is to not know where i stand in your life, or yours or yours.. when you're such a big part of mine.