i'm now at a time in my life where the opportunities to meet and build new relationships with people are endless. what sucks is that for some reason i find it extremely difficult to engage in long conversations with my peers. being an only child, i'm automatically drawn to adults and find it easier to have conversations with them. with adults, i feel a strange comfortability that i don't get with people my age.

i'm hoping i can eventually get over this because it really is such a burden on my social life.

so that's why when i get into a fight with or lose a friend, it really is a big deal for me because it takes a lot out of me to be able to build relationships with people my age.