power outage

it's hard to trust in people that don't trust you.

lately, i've been telling a couple friends what a good "pretender" i am. however, i think it's gotten to the point where that's all i do. pretend. pretend like things don't affect me but i'm human not a robot, how can i not care? how can i not over analyze? how can i not pick at my imperfections and wonder what it is i keep doing wrong to these people?

why do you see me in that light? this cold, dim, tired light.

i don't have enough energy to put up with this..

burned out.